things i need to figure out.
-a lisence
-the car
-a place to live asap
-a place to live for summer
-an extra job
-my credit.

things i want
-bike wheels and handlebars
-guitar strings
-new shoes
-new shirts




options for summer
-live back in richmond
live with dad
live with gran gran
couch surf
find a room
sign a lease (long term commitment) 6 months or a year
have to find at least 1 solid job

MAJOR REASON: chill with friends while they are still there and enjoy life.
DOWNFALL: gettting sucked back in and not doing anything with my life.
DETERMINING FACTOR: living situation and job.


-stay in cville find a place and keep working
have to find a place to live for the summer, maybe longer?
be kinda lonely
continue trying to save money for much bigger move or step
if i can get the car, much more bearable
job security
picking up and going somewhere AGAIN.

MAJOR REASON: saving money and job security
DOWNFALL: being lonely, being stagnate
DETERMINING FACTOR: monetary situation closer to may. getting a second job. finding a place to live

-move somewhere else ( the next step)
continuing the process
money will be tight
whose to say i wont be more lonely?
finding a job
being in the unfamiliar
finding a cheap living space
not having enough money to really do it comfortably.
where would i go?
philly
new york
nashville
charleston
somewhere near the beach or ocean
MAJOR REASON: continuing the process of self exploration
DOWNFALL: could be too soon, financially wise.
DETERMINING FACTOR: money situation closer to may. job. living situation.



-Live back in richmond and go to school/ work
find a job.
find a place to live, gran gran, dad, couch, sign a lease more than likely
get back into the school mode
do all this shit AFTER i graduate.
MAJOR REASON: friends and getting my ass back in school
DOWNFALL: really not living up to what i always thought i would do when i stopped going to school. its like i;m submitting to the systematic track and not really living my dreams.
DETERMINING FACTOR: job. living situation. if i can GET back in school. DO I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL.

-be reckless
go do woofing in some far away country with no money but to get there.
same thing with workaway
sell all my shit and back a duffel bag and travel in my car, hopefully trying to find odd jobs when i run out of money
bike across the country. try and work for money along the way
MAJOR REASON: submitting myself to life and not giving a shit. verry appealing.
DOWNFALL: being homeless, not having money. maybe not food.
DETERMINING FACTOR: really isnt one, only if i just decide to say fuck it all. i could do this anytime i want really.