my first acid trip part one.

my first acid trip.
charlottesville Va (UVA)
2008 early november.

So i quit my job and headed to Charlottesville from Richmond, needing a break
from the hometown and largely warranted affectionates from my current girlfriend. I decided to suprise her and just show up at her dormitory. To my dissatisfaction, she had actaully gone to richmond to see me that exact same weekend. She told me an hour before i left richmond that she would indeed be coming to town and for some reason i felt inclined to lie to her and go anyway to charlottesville desperately needing to clear my head. what a shitty person i must be.
I arrive in charlotesvillle to retain the information that the largest party of the year was being held presicely 2 hours from my arrival and that if i didnt go, all of my pals from high school attending UVA would castrate me and throw me straight into a Tom Robbins book. I meet up with my friend dani, her boyfriend and his roomates, and take off to the party. There's porn being projected onto the wall, there are people having major rager sex in the basement. Three DJ's blasting virtual sex from the stereos, an orgy you'd be wise not to believe. Except that it actaully happened. holy fuck.
Within ten minutes of getting there i am offered FREE acid from said friend's boyfriend. I'm kind of drunk, who am i to decline.
The room upstairs that i had been taken to contained a few fellow intoxicated twently somethings, and one really skinny, long haired, hippy without a shirt, holding a small bird skull, blessing the bong and weed that was about to be partaken in. Holy shit. what am i getting myself into. Ah but still the fuck it attitude pertained. Feeling, for some drunkenly strange reason, a distinct and direct, maybe even uniquely, connection to this letil soup and tea filled hippie, i give him the three finger bling ring securely fasioned to me appendages and tell him so. Just as i am walking out of the door, befundled hippie in wake, i turn drop the tab into my mouth and say, "See you later man." Way to try and be so non-chalantly druggie cool and look like i total retarded invalid.
but i digress.

lets get this straight. I may have dropped out of school, and i may even be some fucked up hipster wannabe art school kid that reads books that arent on the Time's top seller list and listen to way better music than you do, OBVIOUSLY, but i dont smoke weed on a regular basis, i;ve done coke a few times(only in Philly with a bunch of awesome fucked up bike kids), and some aderol for late night study sessions.
I DO NOT DO DRUGS.
but fuck it.
life is a bittersweet adventure,
you might as well, or join the choir invisible.